2.22.2012

G-Crush

Right when I thought I wouldn't see him anymore - his cute, kissable lips, his nerdy glasses and his bangs that naturally sway to the side of his face - bam! I saw him. I saw him in the cafeteria. I tried to smile at him but my lips ignored my orders. I saw him, looking. That's where my heart started jumping. Might it be because he remembers me from my "Slave 4 U" performance during camp? :)) =)) Well, I don't know, but it seems he remembers me.

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2.14.2012

Valentines

Happy Valentines to everyone! ^_^ especially to all those who had their intimate dates today. That, is so not me though. Well, Cupid got lost on his way to our house. Can't blame him. His tiny puffy wings might had been tired already. Well, as usual, I celebrated Singles Awareness Day instead :))

The streets might have been busy with romantic couples walking hand in hand along the sidewalks of the busy street, along the grassy fields of the park, or just out on a romantic dinner; I spent it alone, with my thoughts flung hundreds of meters away from my loveless soul, the same thoughts that had been haunting me these past nights - thoughts about my crushes, about someone who I truly admire which I, myself, deny - A LOT.

RANDOM THOUGHT: I love reading novels, and I truly love the most recent ones I've read: Hush Hush and Crescendo. I'm down to the last book, Silence (won't spoil anything MUCH here, just buy the series and be amazed! O.O) and it kind of bothered me. Isn't it sad to meet someone whom you met and loved before but you couldn't remember anything about him? Isn't it sad that he still protects you no matter what even if the price is you not knowing him AT ALL?

Happy Valentines!


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Post-exam Getaway

Well, it was our ChE 101 exam, and I know you guys know it: after a mind-twisting midterm or long exam, it just feels like you want to push your brain's reset button and shut it down for a while - just for a few days even. So, as a therapy, we decided to eat it out and toss it aside.

garlic bread (side dish)
bolognese pasta of Pizza Hut

We ate @ Pizza Hut, Technohub. ^_^ We ordered a family-sized Meat Lovers pizza, and our own 99-peso Saver's Meals. After filling in our gas tanks, we burned them away in Timezone! Hardcore Dance Dance Revolution + Videoke + basketball + MORE Dance Dance Revolution. WHEW! With that, I have no doubt that we forgot that we even had an exam a while ago. :)) *bangs head*

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2.07.2012

Light Before the Dark

December 2012, the so-called "end of the world" is just around the corner. Months away from now. We might not even realize it coming. 

Everything became a mystery: how the world became to exist; how the world changed; how humans evolved or how humans were created. Every piece of life, every second of it, is a sparkle amidst the great ocean of darkness the world has become. Every bit of life became a ray of hope, but thinking that all of this, everything we know, will come to an end - months from now. I'm not saying that I believe the Mayan calendar. I'm not saying I want the world to end. But what if? The biggest question we can ask is "what if it's true?" Are we ready?

I'm not ready to see the earth splitting, the sky falling, the ground shaking, everything built strong and tall crumbling to their knees. I'm not ready for something fatal that nothing is certain. Nothing at all. Who would survive? What comes after? I'm not ready to face the end. I'm just not ready. My life, as I know it, has just yet to begin. I haven't LIVED.

I have been isolating myself - a lot - from the world. I have been busy with myself. I just came to realize after asking myself "what if the world will really end this December?" that why not enjoy this life, this world, while I still have it? There's nothing to lose right? There are so many books that will remain unread, so many treasures unclaimed, so many souls yet to meet, so many goals yet to achieve. But with only so little time left, will there be time to do all of that? Why not go outside, enjoy the restless souls around you and whatnot meet them and be friends? Why not go outside in the fields of green, relax and feel the embrace of nature? I haven't started living yet, but I know I need to wake up and live every single day to the fullest - like my last day. Everything's not permanent, so why not get a grasp of it while it's still there? I'm dead right now, but I know... I need to start living someday.



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