Dance With Me Before It Ends

If the world is a stage,
I wanna be dancing.
Every step, every move,
I want it to be worth remembering.

Every blocking,
I wanna be in the window.
Because I for sure,
I want the world to know:

That I lived;
That I danced on this stage;
That I existed;
That I set foot on this stage;

But I know,
The show will soon end for me.
But have I lived,
A life with happy melody?

I wanna meet someone,
I wanna dance with him.
Waltz through the stage
Before lights turn to dim.

Before the curtain call,
Before the curtains start closing.
I want someone to make me feel
I am worth... SOMETHING

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Do Something

Have you ever wondered if your life is all written in the book, and God is just reading it and making things He wrote there happen? Is it really all that planned? That a single choice would definitely lead to another incident that will lead to your destiny? If so, then what is FREE WILL for? God has given us free will to do whatever we wanted, but has He really? Will our actions and the instances around us really lead us to do something specified in God's book?

I know God has His own ways in getting into our lives; He has His way of getting things His way. Every single person or anything can be His instrument to lead us or help us. But is it all planned? That no matter what else you do there will always be a single outcome? Will we end up with someone destined for us? Did God really trick us to think we have free will? Or did He give us free will for us to make our own choices and make our own destiny?

Or is life just a pool of choices that leads to multiple outcomes? Is life full of chances, full of possibilities that a single choice can lead to multiple possible outcomes and we decide which one it'll be?

Destiny or not, I believe that we should be acting. We should be doing our best to do something to make what we want happen. Failing is better than giving up. Doing something is better than saying "oh well it's life." Do something if you know you can do something about it.

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Diamonds

Have you lived a normal life
And everything turns bad?
Have you experienced
Losing everything you had?

Like leaves of a tree
One by one they fall
When everything's gone
Who would you call?

You stand there, still bald
Are you still sturdy and tall?
When you cried,
Who answered your call?

When lumberjacks chop you
You think you lost it all
Who do you think would
Catch you on your fall?

When you finally fall
And hit it hard on the ground
Who is there
When no one's around?

When you think you lost
You know you are wrong
You're a new sprout
Made to grow strong

In our life
We are never alone
God is above
With love as strong as stone

He pounds us
Until we are refined
With beauty and strength
and wisdom defined

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Another Date With Carla

Carla and I got together again for lunch Thursday, on the thirtieth of August. We went on a walk from Engineering to Area 2 - a place filled with karinderyas, and Milk Tea places and a lot more. We went to eat at the Lutong Kapitbahay. 

what I had: Longganisa (2 pcs) + SOMETHING ELSE (I forgot what it was -.-) + 3/2 rice

what Carla had: Sisig and rice 

As usual, we get to talk about both our "love life" and guys (my favorite topic btw) and our struggles academically. Tbh, Carla's serious with something right now. OOOPS! On the other hand, I'm enjoying mingling and having fun. After that, we went to UniversiTea.

Shaky hands + bad angle for me. Carla, well pretty as always

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Cramming Aside

I had an exam today, and I just got to know (or remember) about it yesterday. Whew. Good thing someone reminded me. Last night, I was planning to study right after getting home, but then again my lazy bones got to me that I decided to sleep early, and put studying aside for tomorrow.

With my mind already set - I'll study during my break (11.30-4) - I went to school and tried to study during my classes, and planned to continue during my break. I went in our org's tambayan to eat my lunch and proceed studying, without knowing that my plans would have to come to a pause when a cake has been brought on the table.

Our org, KEM, celebrated its birthday - August 26 - and was still celebrated today, through awesome ant-populated cake! :))

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Happy birthday once again, UP KEM!

Yes you've guessed it. I wasn't able to study, good thing the exam didn't hit me in the face... that hard :))

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My New Hair!

Weeee! I just got a haircut and look at my new hair! :) [and of course inedit ko muna bago ko iupload. LOL]

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My Hair: What to do?

It's been a week since I've been thinking about what I'm gonna do for my hair. I mean: what length? I've been changing my hair every semester since college.

First year first semester: short brown hair.

First year second semester:

First Year half of second semester:

Second Year First Semester:

Second year half first semester:

Second year second semester

What's next? :))

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Fireworks

A particle of light flies through the night sky like stars rushing to meet the moon. They bloom into flowers of color and light. Flowers that roar thought the quiet night. Flowers growing, nearing enough to devour you.  Flashes of blue, red, yellow and white fill the sad dark night sky with party lights. I just really do think fireworks are very romantic.

Imagine lying down on a green grassy hill, with your girl/boyfriend lying right next to you. You can feel the warmth of their body and breath and their soft hands laying on yours. The night sky becomes a huge screen of art and romance as the colors dance through the night. You seem them stare you, smiling as your hands clamp onto each other. Imagine the lovely view with a lovely company.

One day, when I get to know my soulmate. We would definitely do this. Not on a grassy hill, but definitely we'd have a date on a fireworks display.

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What Do Dreams Tell You?

I keep dreaming every single night, weird, funny, awesome dreams. I see it fascinating to meet familiar faces in my dreams. But what sometimes is scary is that meeting unfamiliar, strangers in your dreams.

One night I had a nightmare that I still carry until now. A nightmare that would be hard to forget. A nightmare that broke me into pieces of shattered glass, hammered by fear and worry.

It was all white. EVERYTHING was white. I thought I was dead - probably in heaven I thought. No sound and nothing but bare emptiness. I felt alone for a little while until I notice a little girl probably wearing a truffle skirt that fell inches under her knees and a yellow tank top. She stopped in front of me, her body still facing her direction. Then she looked at me - with her black orbs of mystery, with her face as blank as the place. What was she looking at? Then suddenly, people started walking left and right, intersecting with my line of vision. And as they come across my sight, the stopped for a while and looked at me. Some heads tilted and some heads straight. Why are they staring at me? What do I even look like right now? The fear punched through my heart like daggers of death and suffering. I felt my legs kick back and forth as I try to awake myself but I couldn't. That was until my mom had shaken me to my consciousness again.

Dreams like those or happy dreams. What do they mean? Their meanings have intrigued me a lot. Were the events in the dreams are literally their portrayed meaning? But then again, my mom once told me that some dreams mean the opposite especially bad dreams or nightmares. But what if they're warnings? The question still remains in my head until now. Even with a little research, I still don't know what to think about dream interpretations.

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Life as A Series

I find life as a TV Show, a series. In life, you meet different kinds of characters with different personalities. These characters will affect your life. They also have different twists in your plot. But these characters won't be there forever. You know, in a series some characters leave. They go to seperate paths of life. From time to time, they will come back as a special guest appearance.