Breathe on Me

While she's on a break on her Vegas show, she's been practicing new routines. Guess what? She's back to being sexy as hell!

Just put your lips together and blow... #PieceOfMe 👯

A video posted by Britney Spears (@britneyspears) on Jan 20, 2016 at 5:55pm PST

It's so hot in here... #PieceOfMe

A video posted by Britney Spears (@britneyspears) on Jan 20, 2016 at 3:49pm PST

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The Returned: A Thriller Movie With a Social Impact

The Returned (2013)
Director: Manuel Carballo
Writer: Hatem Khraiche
Stars: Emily Hampshire, Kris Holden-Ried, Shawn Doyle

I, without watching the trailer, was expecting a regular stereotype zombie flick, but my expectation was broken and I was AMAZED. It was A THRILLER WITH A SOCIAL IMPACT. 

Horror movies aren't a thing in our country and I for one would suggest watching this. The acting was amazing, and the story was well-written. I must say that this film is socially relevant.

I'll be discussing my analysis on the social impact of the movie so I would be discussing about the plot. If you don't like spoilers, I suggest skipping this part.

The movie is about a post-zombie world where being a zombie is a disease and a retroviral drug can prevent you into turning one. Once cleared, you become a "RETURNED" and will forever need to take the drug daily. A miss of the drug can cause you to have the symptoms and succeed in turning into a zombie. So the film depicted how part of the society discriminates the "returned". People would rather have them killed as they treat them as ticking bombs since the risks of missing a dose and infecting people is large. Another problem arises when the retroviral drug supply starts running out. The number of doses you have left will determine how many days you stay normal or how many days you stay "alive." The main character was left with a single dose, meaning that he only has a day to live. His wife, being a doctor, tried to get the last supply of doses left. She succeeded but the supply was stolen from her. Killing the thief, she also broke the doses. With only less than a day to live, the main character chained himself on the walls of his music studio and said his final words to his wife. He, then. asked her to kill him instead. In the end, we see that they have developed a cure, treating the "returned" forever, making her decision to kill her husband a waste where she could have given him the cure if she only knew. 

Okay, now here's how it is socially relevant. It is a metaphor, for me, on HIV. Let the "returned" be the people living with HIV. We all know that, somehow, people ignorant on how HIV spreads and how HIV works on the human body discriminate and look down on people living with HIV. Some patients would rather kill themselves as they believe that they would die soon. We all know that there has no clinically available cure yet, but we also know that doctors and scientists are developing one as we speak. Global funds have been helping people living with HIV to get treatment to suppress the virus and make them live long as non-positive people for free. But what if the global fund starts to fall short? Doctors have told me that the treatment medicine costs A LOT. I mean A LOT. I know that being positive may change your lives forever since you have to take the medicine daily, and  bearing the initial side effects of the medicine is HELL, but stay intact. Have hope. Maybe not even for yourselves but for the people who love you. It is painful, REALLY PAINFUL, losing someone you love, and just imagine how they would feel when they lose you. Even if you lose reasons to live, maybe live for them. Fight for them. Take the treatment and live a normal life. Who knows? We might get the cure soon. :)

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Dance With Me Before It Ends

If the world is a stage,
I wanna be dancing.
Every step, every move,
I want it to be worth remembering.

Every blocking,
I wanna be in the window.
Because I for sure,
I want the world to know:

That I lived;
That I danced on this stage;
That I existed;
That I set foot on this stage;

But I know,
The show will soon end for me.
But have I lived,
A life with happy melody?

I wanna meet someone,
I wanna dance with him.
Waltz through the stage
Before lights turn to dim.

Before the curtain call,
Before the curtains start closing.
I want someone to make me feel
I am worth... SOMETHING

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Last Words

It is cold, my feet
submerged in the water
Don't know how to walk,
I reach my hands to mother

Fell in pain,
My arm broke
Lying in bed,
my hair she strokes

Nineteen, we watch
numerous movies together
Before sleeping,
we watch horror together

I open my eyes,
she sat there
In my eyes,
she just stares

Her eyes...
Her eyes...
Are like waterfalls...
Gushes tears...
Every time...
My name she calls..
Remembering...
Recollecting...
All those memories...
Now...
I just wish...
I could say...
I...
Love you...
Mo-


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Handstand

So I was making my own pose and decided to post it and share it with you guys

Shirt: Cutted Shirt - Photophillia
Bottom: Fastfood Blk 2.0 - HustlaPants
Shoes: [R3] - Basketball shoes V3 (299L)
Tattoo: AITUI - Bombing at Pearl Harbor (400L)
Pose: [DJ] - Handstand1 (no MP store yet, but it's the link to my house you can buy it in my front yard)

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Second Life: Outfit

Don't you love the background? That's my house by the way (^_^") I just love taking pics and amazing pics like these, makes me want to take more! How to get the outfit?

Jacket: [r3] - Aaron Jacket

Glasses: Aviator glasses (i forgot what the name of the outfit the glasses is from sorry)
Hair: [BURLEY] - Gosling
Pants: JOMO Crude Mad Jeans
Tattoo: AITUI Pretty Birds
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SL Destinations: St Leviathans Boys Mutant School

Where's a better place to hang if you're looking for a cool school sim to be on? None. Because so far, this is the best school there is! Cute guys, cool dudes everywhere!

I just had a little fun taking photos of the school uniform:

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SL Destinations: Lakeside

This chair is so damn good! Hanging with my pal, Alex. If you wanna visit this amazing sim right here, click on THIS

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SL: St Leviathans Boys College Mutant Campus

Soaking in the sun, I decided to take a dive in St Leviathan's Boys College Mutant Campus (weird name tho) but I like the environment and the people, especially the RP.

In the school, i'm a mutant, an empath who feels every emotions in a person's heart. But once their powers are tied to their emotions, I can use it for myself.

VISIT ST LEV HERE

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SL: Adonis Heights Academy

It was a good day in Secondlife, but I got bored. So I decided to go explore. I ended up in Adonis Heights Academy for Boys.

There is a photo studio there available for use. Yes, I used it.

Before

After

With the help of Photoshop, Tada! A cute portrait of my avatar. By the way you guys can add me: perkygothdj resident

And as usual it has a lot of classroom scenes in the sim. I didn't have time to take a photo with all of them but I got you guys this:

VISIT AH HERE

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Change

People everyday just demand for massive improvement of the country in just a short amount of time. I mean, really? We want massive change in a macroscopic level but if you look at the microscopic level of our country, do you think our laws are being followed?

Simple everyday laws are being broken and it's a habit of the Filipino people. Trash decorated our streets. Rats have blended in with the everyday crowd. Citizens are now called Jaywalkers.

Filipino people have been brainwashed by reverse psychology. People disobey rules right in front of the signs. No means yes, and yes means yes. No jaywalking, when translated in Tagalog is "DITO PO ANG TAWIRAN". And even DOON PO ANG TAWIRAN means "DITO PO ANG TAWIRAN." The threats accompanied by the signs are just jokes to Filipino people. Really. Really. 

I wouldn't be be shocked by the heavy floods of broken laws every single damn day. Literal floods have been recurring, and obviously, it's the damn government's fault. Really? 

That picture says it all. We live in a tropical country where typhoons are considered tourist regulars, and when it rains, it washes all those damn dirty solid wastes to our poorly constructed and poorly planned canals that overflow even with a single drop of water. Our streets become toxic rivers during the rain and it's obviously the damn government's fault. We, Filipinos, really make a habit of blaming someone else for our mistakes. Yes, and the default blame is our government. Yes they have a role in the poor urban planning and the poor planning of our drainage system. They also have a role in poorly constructed laws and having slacking slackers we call officials (police or whatever). But mainly, it's the people's fault.

We can't improve as a nation if we can't even improve on ourselves. The laws are broken everyday and no one even fucking cares. IF YOU WANT CHANGE, START WITH YOURSELF.

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My Last Bed

Everything that i did, all i got was blame
Everything that happened became all my fault, everything
They blamed it ALL to me, nobody but me
I started feeling that i was really worth nothing

They hit me, every little fragile part of my body
They hit me in the head then hit my knees so hard
I fell down and crawled for a chance to ESCAPE
But no, they held me in my arms and started pushing me forward

I stumbled upon the table as the table knife fell
I turned around and saw the bloody look of my father's face
There was nothing I could do I was weak and hurt
I just grabbed my daddy's legs and gave him a big embrace

I cried "Daddy I'm sorry but I don't deserve this"
I saw his hands angrily gripped his equipped broom
He pushed me again and waved the broom at me
I ducked, grabbing the knife and ran across the room

I pointed the knife at my father
"Daddy, you don't need to do this,.!"
He came charging into me and our body collided
Blood splattered out from his stomach to his knees

He fell down and lied cold on the floor
I killed my own father, accidentally
I couldn't accept what happened
That my father's murderer was ME

I ran to my mothers room to tell her what happened
I saw her there staring at the lamp light
She turned around grabbed my collar and shoved me to the shelf
The shelf fell down shutting the door tight

"Mom don't please I'm so sorry"
I cried it out loud
She got me up and shoved me to the cabinet
The lamp light fell down and the flames began to crowd

The flames caught my mom's blouse
She fell and screamed out her pain
I couldn't do anything but to stare
My fear held me back and trapped me in a chain

My mom cried as she was toasted alive
I couldn't do anything but to cry
My life was ruined, and also is theirs
I couldn't help myself but to ask WHY?

the flickering flames started approaching me
i'm stuck in the corner i didn't know what to do
I was trapped nothing left to do except to scream
"Mama! Mama! I'm so sorry but now i really need you"

I grabbed her hand and lied down beside her
I stroke her cheek and said
"I love you mom, and I'm so sorry"
And that spot became my very last bed

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Do Something

Have you ever wondered if your life is all written in the book, and God is just reading it and making things He wrote there happen? Is it really all that planned? That a single choice would definitely lead to another incident that will lead to your destiny? If so, then what is FREE WILL for? God has given us free will to do whatever we wanted, but has He really? Will our actions and the instances around us really lead us to do something specified in God's book?

I know God has His own ways in getting into our lives; He has His way of getting things His way. Every single person or anything can be His instrument to lead us or help us. But is it all planned? That no matter what else you do there will always be a single outcome? Will we end up with someone destined for us? Did God really trick us to think we have free will? Or did He give us free will for us to make our own choices and make our own destiny?

Or is life just a pool of choices that leads to multiple outcomes? Is life full of chances, full of possibilities that a single choice can lead to multiple possible outcomes and we decide which one it'll be?

Destiny or not, I believe that we should be acting. We should be doing our best to do something to make what we want happen. Failing is better than giving up. Doing something is better than saying "oh well it's life." Do something if you know you can do something about it.

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Halata Ka Ba?

Mga bading ngayon, lalo na ang mga nasa closet, mga namumuhay na sa closet, or ang mga paminta, naghahanap na ng kapwa furniture (closet), kapwa condiment (pepper), or basta HINDI HALATA. Pero pag tinanong ka, HALATA KA BA? Masasagot mo ba nang tama? Oo o hindi lang ang sagot. Kung paminta ka siguro sagot mo ay HINDI. Tama ka ba? Sure ka ba?

Marami na sa atin ay exposed na sa iba't ibang uri ng bading. Kaya marami na sa atin ang may GAYDAR. Sabihin na nating super macho ka, super astig mong kumilos. Ang sagot mo sa tanong na "Halata ka ba?" ay hindi. Tama ka ba? Let's say nakita ka ng isang taong malakas ang gaydar, siyempre ALAM NA NIYA AGAD. Therefore para sa kanya, HALATA KA DUDE! Let's say nakita ka ng taong tatanga-tanga or let's just say pa-virgin, at kahit anong makeup mo, or kahit anong kembot mo o rumampa ka pa sa harap niya, HINDI NIYA PARIN ALAM. Therefore para sa kanya, HINDI KA HALATA!

Conclusion, depende sa tao yan kung mahahalata ka o hindi. Kaya hindi mo alam for sure kung halata ka ba o hindi. Depende sa tao yan. 

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Could Have Been Better

Have you ever asked your friends about something you made and you were expecting for a reply like "it was amazing" or "it was great", or just even "it was good", but then all you got was "it could have been better"? Well that, for a fact is true. Also, everything in this world could have been better. Our parents could have been better parents, our teachers could have been better teachers, our desks could have been better desks, and even the floor could have been a better floor. But sometimes for us, something can be amazing, but then it could still have been better. What's the difference? The difference is that we are content with that something that's why we think it is perfect, but actually it could have been better. Everything in this world could have been better but it depends if you are already content with it. 

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The Curse of Chucky

I'm a big horror fan, and I'm a fan of Child's Play and the ever-so-adorable-yet-dangerous Chucky. The story revolves around a girl who was kept inside her house because of her disability. After getting Chucky, strange things happen - the death of her mom - which leads to her sister and her sister's family to move in, convincing her to sell the house. Then, slowly, the bloodshed begins. I loved the fact that the vibe you got from the previous Chucky movies is exactly what you get in this movie. The acting was okay. It was a bit gory. They explained how Chucky came to be and how the lead girl got her disability. The only thing I hated about it was the ending.

SPOILER ALERT
Her sister's husband attached a hidden camera on Chucky's shirt which led him to see what Chucky did - that CHUCKY WAS THE ONE WHO DID IT. But how come in the ending when the police came, She didn't use the video as evidence? There was little time for Chucky to go upstairs and delete it or something. The laptop was still in tact. It could have gotten a different ending.
SPOILER ENDS

Overall, it has a good story, good acting, and just enough gore for me to like it.
3/5


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Paint

Yellow wave of heat

White flapping against the blue

And the green islands

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Making Your Own Mobile App

Wouldn't it be fascinating if you can make your own mobile app for yourself or for others. You can do it for free, or earn money from it. Think of all the possibilities you can make. You can change the world with your app, you can educate people with your app, or you can just make people entertained with your app. The possibilities are endless. If you wanna make a mobile app, here's your sure way to start..

Create your own mobile app

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Grave

And i remembered my situation
I started to cry my tears out
My life is approaching destruction
And I'll lose everyone I care about

My parents look at me
their forhead wrinkled
their hair white of worry

I turn my back on them
I don't want them to know
Can do this without them
Can do this on my own

I look at them, smiling
They don't even know
They don't even know I'm dying.

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Wanted

And Hunter Hayes sings

"I wanna make you feel better
Better than you fairy tales
Better than your best dreams
You're more than everything I need
You're all I ever wanted"

I wanna feel wanted, because no one
No on ever wanted me at all
I mess things up, i'm a failure
Everything with me has always hit the wall

This is me, this is who i am
This is me, this is DJ.
Be YOU they say.
But no one will like me that way.

I haven't felt wanted ever,
and listening to Hunter's song...
Makes me believe that I am wanted
I am wanted even in a song...

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