I had my experiences and i know you had yours. But so far, all I can say is that generally having that kind of scenario, no one can feel happy about it.
Okay, sharing time. I had this experience with a guy whom I thought really loved me. He is cute, funny, chubby, and not that tall. We started as being friends and we suddenly formed a strong bond that later grew to love. It was like we were two far mountains joined together by a strong mighty bridge that I thought would never fall apart. I'll cut the story short. I was the first one to confess and he did too after that. So I fell deeply in love and he SAID he did too. So we started going out, and that's where the pains began.
During our dates, he never mentioned anything except for HIS GIRLS. Nothing more, nothing less. How would he expect me to feel,.? I'm only like number 5? Is that even fair,.? I didn't mind my crushes for him since then and that''s how he would repay me,.?! I totally ignored it for i know he's just airy., Then after that our relationship grew deeper, but i guess it was all a mirage, a dream turned nightmare. He mentioned all his love interests in his general text messages and it really included me.. You're right, i was like the 5th. It was really unfair, I put him 1st above anyone else including myself and i was only 5th for him. I ignored this again, and because of that, the pain really lingered long and hard. Everything i've done was made into a huge joke and every sacrifices were made into trash.
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