Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

9.14.2014

Last Words

It is cold, my feet
submerged in the water
Don't know how to walk,
I reach my hands to mother

Fell in pain,
My arm broke
Lying in bed,
my hair she strokes

Nineteen, we watch
numerous movies together
Before sleeping,
we watch horror together

I open my eyes,
she sat there
In my eyes,
she just stares

Her eyes...
Her eyes...
Are like waterfalls...
Gushes tears...
Every time...
My name she calls..
Remembering...
Recollecting...
All those memories...
Now...
I just wish...
I could say...
I...
Love you...
Mo-


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10.14.2013

Wanted

And Hunter Hayes sings

"I wanna make you feel better
Better than you fairy tales
Better than your best dreams
You're more than everything I need
You're all I ever wanted"

I wanna feel wanted, because no one
No on ever wanted me at all
I mess things up, i'm a failure
Everything with me has always hit the wall

This is me, this is who i am
This is me, this is DJ.
Be YOU they say.
But no one will like me that way.

I haven't felt wanted ever,
and listening to Hunter's song...
Makes me believe that I am wanted
I am wanted even in a song...

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10.13.2013

The Boat

Ventured into the unknown,
my wooden craft
rampages
with the forces of the blue.
Cold,
dark.
I hang on the wooden ledge.
Silver crescents,
aquatic hills.
This unsteady lullaby
made me ill.

Shining silver
blinding light,
deafening
honk-
ing sound.
A big ship.
My craft, an ant.
Shinier,
promises more pleasant.
Another honk-
honk-
ing sound.
Tempting to go,
tempting to join
the steady lullaby
and better life.
No. Never
I will let go.

Ventured into the unknown.
Unsteady lullaby.
I'm sick.
At least I'm on a boat
that I have loved
and I have known.

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3.17.2013

Diamonds

Have you lived a normal life
And everything turns bad?
Have you experienced
Losing everything you had?

Like leaves of a tree
One by one they fall
When everything's gone
Who would you call?

You stand there, still bald
Are you still sturdy and tall?
When you cried,
Who answered your call?

When lumberjacks chop you
You think you lost it all
Who do you think would
Catch you on your fall?

When you finally fall
And hit it hard on the ground
Who is there
When no one's around?

When you think you lost
You know you are wrong
You're a new sprout
Made to grow strong

In our life
We are never alone
God is above
With love as strong as stone

He pounds us
Until we are refined
With beauty and strength
and wisdom defined

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1.26.2013

Unloved

I'm a complicated puzzle
Each piece different color
I'm a map waiting to be explored
Half wonders half danger

I may not have the face
Nor the body you desire
I have my own ways
Secrets untranspired

I may seem fierce and strong
But inside I'm effete
My complications make loving me
Such an impossible feat

I'm an animal, wild
Waiting to be tamed
Waiting for someone to show
That love ain't a game

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1.24.2013

Dying Memory

Her smile was from ear to ear that night
Her curly locks shined really bright
She bloomed with floral dress that night
Cerulean cloth with print that's white

Beside her was a man about her height
He wore an olive shirt that hugged his body tight
His skin wasn't too dark, wasn't too light
His smile was a bit sided to the right

Between them was a boy half their height
His skin was almost as light as white
His eyes - his black orbs sparkled so bright
His smile shouted "no problems in sight"

But then the look in his eyes changed
As no trace of joy remained
The smile on their faces was definitely gone
What has just begun?

The man and the woman's face got erased
As a stench of gloom my nose embraced
I looked upon the boy's face that I once knew
His face distorted, "who are you?"

He closed his eyes as he cried a tear
As flames of red and orange start to appear
The flames licked and devoured the sides
An endless memory was about to die

My parents are gone, they don't want me no more
They raised a child that just didn't care anymore
With a heart of stone, and soul of anger
I just turned my back on my mother and father

They're gone now so how can they know
I loved them truly but it just didn't show
But it's too late, I missed their train
But I hope it's not too late for me to heal the pain

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1.23.2013

Stupid Me

I watched the world around me live
As I sit here still on my post
Still regretting that I've done
Something stupid with a great cost

Costed me the chance to love you
The chance to have you
Right now I wonder
Can we start anew?

My world was dark before
And now I'm just blinded
I let my emotions take over me
And now my heart is dead

I didn't mean to hurt you
Didn't mean to cause you pain
I learned my lesson the hard way
Now my heart won't beat again

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10.26.2012

Worse Than Death

I'm disappointed of what I've become
I want myself dead; want myself gone
I don't want another day in hell
I want myself dead; everyone can tell

I'd hit my head against the wall
I'd hit it again with a basketball
I'd crush my fingers with a vice grip
Fascination comes with the blood that drips

Middle of the highway, there I'd sit
Hoping a ten-wheeler I would meet
I'd crush my hands in a blender
Blood goes splat on every corner

I'd throw myself in an acid bath
My skin slowly burns; I'd enjoy the wrath
With a grin on my face, I'd grab a nail gun
Point it at my head, BANG, I'm gone

Hundred ways I'd kill myself
But something would top the list
Thousand ways I'd kill myself
A day without you is worse than this

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10.25.2012

Feelings on Paper

I think of you day and night
I really can't help this feeling inside
I close my eyes, I see your lips so tender
Redness of cherries I remember

Your eyes, those large black orbs
They glisten, they sparkle, they I adore
You're like a portrait, a Mona Lisa
Imprinted on my mind
And now here are my feelings on paper
I hope you don't mind

I look out the window, I can't help but think
This feeling tattooed on my heart like ink
I'm afraid that you might be thinking
Of someone else, I'm a memory fading

Your problems I cannot bear
Was it wrong to care?

And now, my feelings are on paper
I know it may mean nothing to you
But please, let me say this once more
I want you to know that I LOVE YOU

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8.05.2010

Smitten

I sit on the polished wood of my armchair,
Waiting for our professor until he came;
His light radiant skin, his silky black hair I see,
He gave me a look, sat down, every day the same;

His shirt stretches fully,
With the beautiful curve of his back;
I gave him a look, a glare,
And there, my heart attacked;

My heart beats dug dug dug,
Like beats of an upbeat music;
While there he was,
so quiet and fantastic;

Everytime I walk with him,
My tongue holds back, don't know what to say;
I just go with the flow,
Say what I say and go his way;

When we part, finally,
My lips give in, forming a smile;
For I treasured every moment,
Even if it is even just for a while.

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1.15.2009

Love Me or Hate Me

I'm only human, you know that
I'm just like you, yes just like that
Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes I'm sad
Sometimes I'm cheerful
And sometimes I'm mad

I like smiling for I'm cheerful
I'm so shy and I'm so bashful
They say I'm very friendly
When I'm there, you'll be happy
I'll be your crying shoulder
And stay with you forever
I'll never let you be alone
Because I'll surely make you feel at home
I want you to answer me,
Do you like me?

I'm silent but I'm deadly
You know, I can be scary
Revenge is what I thirst for
When my heart is filled with anger
You should beware
And get it when I stare
You don't want to mess with me
So now, do you hate me?

I don't care if you like me or hate me
As long as i stay happy
I live my own life, you live yours
Who cares? No one of course!


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1.14.2009

My Heart

My heart was closed since it was fooled
anger in my heart has always ruled
nobody came in, nobody until you
for you have this love that remained so true

you've fixed my broken heart
you've placed its missing part
you made it beat again
and now, I've really fallen

dug dug dug goes the beat of my heart
the safety in your eyes, i know we'll never be apart
The sincerity in your face, i know you'll never fool me
in your arms, i hope to be happy

i thought my days will be nights
but you made the sun return in my sight
my heart was enlightened when you came along
i hope our love will remain this strong

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One Step At A Time

you hear your dreams whisper
they're calling you, just go closer
slowly you will grow
you have everything you need to know

one step a time
one day you will shine
take a step closer
be ahead of time
just take it slow
just one step at a time

each step, you're closer
to the pot of hidden treasures
the riches of life, your dreams
are closer than it seems

one step at a time
the sun will shine
you're one step closer
nearer every time
you take one step
one step at a time

one step you make
one breath you take
one step, one leap, you're closer
remember, take one step closer

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11.26.2008

With Love

WITH LOVE

I experienced love before
It made me feel so much more
The feeling can't really be explained
All of my senses never remained

With love, my heart becomes a blender
For so many weird emotions begin to enter
Sometimes I feel weird deep inside
It's like a roller coaster I like to ride

It has ups and downs, smiles and some frowns
I swim and I sink, and probably drown
I fly and I dive, I'm so lucky to be alive
Sometimes I get lost my way back to my hive

With love I feel great
With love, not hate
It feels like I'm in heaven with angels singing
With sweet bells and wind chimes ringing

Love's like a dream come true
Colors come to life, pinks and some blues
With love that's so true
Well that's what I feel, How about you?

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11.25.2008

Normal Person

NORMAL PERSON

I am just a normal person living in this world
I can sometimes be warm and sometimes be cold
I can have my emotions and change my mode
And have friends as I travel the road

I also have my feelings and secrets I hide
Sometimes I'm happy and sometimes hurt inside
My secrets, I always keep them a mystery
Especially my childhood that's full of misery

I grow up, learn, and make mistakes
I work, study, and take some breaks
In times of darkness where there is no light
I'd be strong and stand up to fight

I can't succeed all the time, I also fall
My dreams are blocked by so many walls
I get my fists and break them all down
I won't let this smile turn into a frown

I am so inspired by this light shining
With this light I shall keep winning
But the hardest part is what they want me to be
They want me to be anything but me

This time, I'll trust no one
For all my trust has been gone
I know myself better than anyone else
I won't be a prisoner inside my cell

I won't give up, I'll continue soaring
I'll keep standing and keep winning
I wont be anyone else but me
I'll keep shining and being happy

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The World

THE WORLD

How beautiful the world is for what's in it,
The colors of flowers, the silence of the sea;
The bees and birds singing, the leaves happily dancing,
This is just the beginning it's beauty;

The sun roams to monitor its kingdom,
He shines so brightly to see them all;
After that, his wife takes over,
The moon continues the job of the king fire ball;

She brings with her their children, the stars,
The little diamonds that spark in the beautiful sky;
That's not all, there are the clouds,
The cute fluffy pillows soaring up high;

The pillows when sad, turns dark and gloomy,
They cry and cry until the gloom disappears;
The water in streams flow happily as it seems,
They flow to the sea, so deep and clear;

The earth blows and sings, the gentle breeze,
It gently touches our face and cools some things;
The animals here are with different shapes,
Some two legs, four legs, and some shaped like strings;

With all these, nobody can't be unhappy,
Everyone is filled with joy and with wide smiles;
Let's make this our inspiration and our guide,
It can boost us to miles;

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Letting Go

LETTING GO

Just to get his heart, I wanna do everything,
I can win it, that's what I kept believing;
I am the one who kept approaching him,
With a shy mood and low esteem;

I practiced everything I wanna say,
Things just for our love to stay;
But as my mouth opens, I lose my nerves,
And lose all those sweet words;

I wanna tell him what I'm feeling, but I don't know how to start,
It seems that I'm so afraid that he might break my heart;
Many walls are built to keep us apart,
I wanna break them all down just to get his heart;

I wanna be with him, nothing can change that,
But he's happy with someone else, it makes me really sad;
I can't hold on anymore to something I never had,
I'll just accept it, as long as he is glad.

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9.21.2008

Gothic Life

People living in the darkness
People living in the dirt
They're lives became such a mess
They even forgot forgot their own worth
People living with great pain
They hide their faces because of shame
They like dancing in the rain
And somewhat proud of their dirty name
People thirst for power and wealth
They were overpowered by greed
They forgot how it felt
Working hard for what they need
They keep it all to themselves
Won't share for they don't really care
They treat others like working elves
Making life so unfair
People with crab mentality
Meant to bring you down
They wanna take away your popularity
And turn that smile into a frown
I know how dark it is
And that's just life
Sinning is others' expertise
As I said, It's just life

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The Compassionate Shepherd (Gothic version)

I will make thee bed of nails
For you also have horns and tails
Come with me to the eternal flame
And suffer greatly that you'll forget your name
Your desires will be filled
But your soul will be surely killed
Every time you covet
You're making a deal with death
So if these things move you, just tell
And come with me to the flames in hell

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9.12.2008

Heartbroken

i just used the word "him" for it is sometimes a general word referring to any person either a male or a female..

Every time I think of him
I'm dreaming that we're both in a film
But I became heartbroken
Shocked, lonely and then shaken
He loves someone, not me
Someone whom he loves truly
But what qualities does that person has,
Qualities that I don't have? That's a blast
knowing it from another
Now I know some secrets should be kept forever
Now that I know, my world was torn apart
Something was crushed, I think it's my heart
I love him, I really do love him
But knowing that, my world became dim
I don't know what to do anymore
One thing's sure.. I don't want his feeling no more..

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