1.26.2013

DOWNFALL

My heart's buried deep
Deep down under the ashes
Ashes of my dreams

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Unloved

I'm a complicated puzzle
Each piece different color
I'm a map waiting to be explored
Half wonders half danger

I may not have the face
Nor the body you desire
I have my own ways
Secrets untranspired

I may seem fierce and strong
But inside I'm effete
My complications make loving me
Such an impossible feat

I'm an animal, wild
Waiting to be tamed
Waiting for someone to show
That love ain't a game

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1.24.2013

TORPE

I really love you
You think I don't but I do
I guess it's too late

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Dying Memory

Her smile was from ear to ear that night
Her curly locks shined really bright
She bloomed with floral dress that night
Cerulean cloth with print that's white

Beside her was a man about her height
He wore an olive shirt that hugged his body tight
His skin wasn't too dark, wasn't too light
His smile was a bit sided to the right

Between them was a boy half their height
His skin was almost as light as white
His eyes - his black orbs sparkled so bright
His smile shouted "no problems in sight"

But then the look in his eyes changed
As no trace of joy remained
The smile on their faces was definitely gone
What has just begun?

The man and the woman's face got erased
As a stench of gloom my nose embraced
I looked upon the boy's face that I once knew
His face distorted, "who are you?"

He closed his eyes as he cried a tear
As flames of red and orange start to appear
The flames licked and devoured the sides
An endless memory was about to die

My parents are gone, they don't want me no more
They raised a child that just didn't care anymore
With a heart of stone, and soul of anger
I just turned my back on my mother and father

They're gone now so how can they know
I loved them truly but it just didn't show
But it's too late, I missed their train
But I hope it's not too late for me to heal the pain

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1.23.2013

DANCE

On the stage again
It's time to dance my heart out
The spotlight's on me

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Stupid Me

I watched the world around me live
As I sit here still on my post
Still regretting that I've done
Something stupid with a great cost

Costed me the chance to love you
The chance to have you
Right now I wonder
Can we start anew?

My world was dark before
And now I'm just blinded
I let my emotions take over me
And now my heart is dead

I didn't mean to hurt you
Didn't mean to cause you pain
I learned my lesson the hard way
Now my heart won't beat again

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1.05.2013

Puppet Master

Here's master again
Coming in with a grin
One move from his hand
One move from his finger
I get into a trance
Can't resist his order

I walk there, I go here
His laugh and his clap all I could hear
I tried to reach for him
He's too far away
He commanded with a grin
Must obey right away

I remembered I got strings
Both my heart and my limbs
My feelings wouldn't count
My feelings wouldn't count
He enjoys the show and the fact
that My feelings wouldn't count

And after the show
I lay here again
Waiting for tomorrow
To be played with again
A different master?
I don't care. They're all the same

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